"The fig"

I feel as if I want to crawl under my bed And lie there forever Like a baby Seeking solace against all odds when life takes its turn In the way I do not want it to go

How lonely I feel Or how sad I could be With all my heart I wish could let you know

But How can I tell you That I am terrified Like a baby To the core That I want to scream And not have much valor And yet I keep fighting Like a baby And would keep enduring my show.